Wednesday, February 29, 2012

One year older.

Ok so yesterday was my birthday it was ok. We didn't do anything to big for my birthday. Last week we went to San Fran. I feel like I am in this pattern and I just can't break out of it. Taking care of baby, cleaning, house, cooking dinner, send a few hours with Sean, Go to bed... And then the same thing the next day. I really miss hanging out with people my own age. Some days I live it up and go see my grandma woo what a week. I need to get something more in my life. I wouldn't trade taking care of Teagan but man do I need a hobby. So I came up with a new one. Getting healthy!! I can say that I am in the WORST shape of my life. I am now 173 pounds I gained all the weight I lost back but I won't let that get me down. I am now going into overtime. I have everything worked out on a legal pad. I am cutting suger and soda from my diet. HARD I know! I have also made an work out plan for the week. I need to get back into shape not just for me but for my little girl. I mean I want to be able to run and play with her not sit on the park bench and watch. I know I can do this I just keep have to keep telling my self this! I want to get down to 130 pounds in 5 months lets see if I can do this. Thats 43 pounds wish me luck!

Saturday, February 4, 2012

been a long while!

So first of all its been for ever since I have blogged anything! I want to be much better at this its fun and I can look back on all of this years to come. Plus it keeps people updated on me and my families life.

We have now been in C.A. for almost a year now so much has happen its been pretty crazy the last few months. Sean is now doing his 2nd round of classes and is working more hours. We really never get to see him around here anymore but when we do we are all so happy to be together!

Teagan is now 13 months old it seems like just yesterday I was having her she is now walking, talking, and eatting on her own. She is also on whole milk. My baby isn't a baby anymore she is a toddler which is just crazy to me.


I don't think many of you know but my grandmother is in a nursing home and we are living in her house right now. What a blessing to be able to stay in a place that is so close to my heart. I love to take Teagan on walks in the same places that my own grandparents would take me. I remember amazing weekends here with them and as much as I didn't realize I miss my grandparents ALOT. My grandpa passed away and my grandma's mind isn't there anymore thats why she had to be put into a nursing home. I miss being able to talk to my grandpa and him teaching me things. I miss going to my grandparents store and most of all I miss them! They where a huge part of my life and if I knew that I was going to miss them this much I would have spent more time with them as I got older. Being here in this house reminds me of all the great times I had here. I had a wonderful childhood and I am so lucky to have had so many wonderful people in my life growing up. And this ranch its a huge part of me and I just wish I could stay here forever.


Lindsay