One year older.

Ok so yesterday was my birthday it was ok. We didn't do anything to big for my birthday. Last week we went to San Fran. I feel like I am in this pattern and I just can't break out of it. Taking care of baby, cleaning, house, cooking dinner, send a few hours with Sean, Go to bed... And then the same thing the next day. I really miss hanging out with people my own age. Some days I live it up and go see my grandma woo what a week. I need to get something more in my life. I wouldn't trade taking care of Teagan but man do I need a hobby. So I came up with a new one. Getting healthy!! I can say that I am in the WORST shape of my life. I am now 173 pounds I gained all the weight I lost back but I won't let that get me down. I am now going into overtime. I have everything worked out on a legal pad. I am cutting suger and soda from my diet. HARD I know! I have also made an work out plan for the week. I need to get back into shape not just for me but for my little girl. I mean I want to be able to run and play with her not sit on the park bench and watch. I know I can do this I just keep have to keep telling my self this! I want to get down to 130 pounds in 5 months lets see if I can do this. Thats 43 pounds wish me luck!